Sometimes

…life is not fun. sometimes your brain gets so inundated with disappointments that you’d rather have it explode than think about one more. sometimes you do all you know how to do that is right, but it feels like it’s all…

it’s all for nothing.

i’m going to try and sleep. last night was one of the worst nights we’ve had in years. marriage is fine, kids are great, but other issues had us mentally battling. and then i was hit with an anxiety attack every time my body went into sleep-mode. i pray that doesn’t happen again. those are not fun. but like i said, i guess

sometimes, life is not fun.

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2 thoughts on “Sometimes

  1. Pops October 11, 2009 / 11:11 am

    Chelan……….
    I pray His peace will envelope you today. That His arms will infold you and as you will look up you’ll see his understanding and loving smile.
    May His boundless love and caring spirit give you confidence for what lies ahead. Remember…. it’s not youir strength that matters… it’s His!

    Lifting you and the Russ family before the throne.
    Always loving you,
    Pops

  2. chelan October 12, 2009 / 12:22 pm

    thanks so much dad. weakness isn’t such a bad thing after all, huh.

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